Wednesday, August 28, 2013

Oh hai blog

I am generally terrible at keeping a blog. Never kept a diary so this isn't an easy transition.

Whether you guys will read it or not, I don't know.

Anyway, about me. I'm currently 25 weeks pregnant and due in December. I have a 2yo girl also who is a leedle bit crazy - but I wouldn't change her at all.

I've created this blog to try and vent some frustrations I'm having. My first pregnancy was smooth, albeit the first trimester was spent with my head in the loo most of the time, but other than that no issue.

This one though: reflux, busted tendons, lack of sleep and tension migraines. Unfortunately the accumulation of constant pain/burping/both has brought me down quite badly, and I'm borderline antenatal depressive.

So I hope I can talk about what I'm going through with this blog.

I don't have much in terms of immediate family - my grandparents raised me, and my hubby's family live in another state or overseas. My daughter has been babysat maybe twice, ever? My grandparents are on an extended overseas trip so I'm feeling a little more isolated than normal.

I feel I only have my hubby to turn to when things get rough but I can't continue to do that, it's unfair to him to only see me sad and needing help. I want to be better, I want to be healthy and I want to be happy.